oh man im like so full. dun think i can sleep lor. the chili was so hot!!! gosh. ok nvm. anyway i am talking abt auntie mona's hsewarming haha. her hse is really ncie! but somehow i prefer mine heehee. nothing is home like home is :) anyway. she has a pool! haha. nice. and rachel (my cus) is so cute. she used to be like this little spoilt brat and i totally din like her. but now shes changed so much and shes like pretty and sweet and helpful haha. i was playing with her and hugging her and she was like sitting on me and i was carrying her arnd haha. shes so cute and cuddly. like a nice big bear :) sean is super spoilt tho. i think its some stage thing haha... like when rach was his age i really din like her. and now its his turn. but at least hes not as bad as she was. haha. bev was pissed with him and they got into some big fight and he was like "so i guess we arent cousins anymore" haha. lame ok nvm. she was watching some baywatch thing so couldnt really be bothered abt him haha. and me and rach were discussing our flowery underwear haha! ok nvm.

anyway. im glad we talked today :) i guess ur right. talking face to face does make things better haha. as in i guess talking things out helps clear my thoughts too heh. yupps. sorry if i was stoning tho haha. was really qt tired :)

oh pei lee rocks lor haha... shes liek some inspiration to me haha... shes a new believer yet like shes reading john for the second time and liek marks down where shes not clear and liek asks sensible and like really insightful questions? i geuss when u like just come to know the Lord when u are old enough to know what its like to not have Him den ur like alot more onz for Him. but yah... its like i felt so shamed. i have know the things i do not cos ive really searched for it but cos i go church every sunday for my whole life liao and like u noe. things seep in. but shes like so eagerly seeking to know Him more... i better buck up man! haha...

im qt excited for anniversary tml! haha and like this morning we sang feli a birthday song. HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BABE! haha. and wong was the first one to wish her!! haha. and tml is YMs birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY YM!!!! oh wait. i mean today! as in... NOW! hahahaha. ok nvm. im qt excited! like the first time we can eat in hall 1. how exciting is dat haha! ok nvm.

OH YAH. i just remebered. main event of the day: chem prac. oh man. some things are best forgotten. im so going to fail lah. crap and not say my paper very zai or wad. and i just realised i only have one more week left. CRAPPS my bio is SUPER far behind. im dead DEAD DEAD. and while im saying this. im not really stressed. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!! haha. ok nvm. i will study hard during the hols :) DUN ASK ME OUT! haha. craps. cant stand ac pple haha. all finish liao!!!! crappies!